Tangents of late nights

Today, April 2nd marks the first day and last day as a Junior ever! How do I feel...? Amazing! Today was a great and beautiful day, the Sun was out and the temperature was at a medium. What could have been better? I don't think a single thing would have been. Being a College student can be hard sometimes... days fly by and you feel like your stuck in a little bubble. Let me tell you, YOU ARE! I'm sad in a way that I don't have enough TIME to do such things that I would want to in a day like enjoy the Sun, read a well written book, or stare into the abiss and let my mind unwind and create things unimaginable. Those are the things I miss most. School can be a very controlling and time consuming job for most of us. Some of us it comes naturally, others not. Me... I have to work at it. Having been taught good values and hard work at a young age I'm a dedicated full time student who does his very best to learn and succeed, but it that enough? Is this all there is to life? College can be fun don't get me wrong, but for most days its a continuous grind. How do we all find that niche or that something that we know and love and can hold on too? These are things I ask myself sometimes... I love my major and I am learning a lot, but there are far more pieces to the puzzle than I could imagine. There is more to this life than we make it out to be. Love, Laugh, Dance, Sing, Smile, Trust, Connect, and Live! This life isn't so complicated if we make it simple. Do the little things and enjoy every moment like it is your last. I always seem to wonder that if I get a bad grade or don't do good on a test then it is the end of the world for me... NO! Things happen for a reason and God has his hand in your life to direct you where to go and to pick you up when you fall. Learn from your mistakes, Pray. Get back up and fight! It isn't the end of the world, it is just the beginning to something far greater and bigger than you could ever imagine yourself doing. We can ALL make it! Stand strong and live your life abundantly and fruitfully for your sake and for others and always give thanks to the One who created you.